What you now need is to concentrate on your spiritual practices. Do as much as you can. I sincerely pray that the Master may grant you all possible strength to call on him. Surrender to him completely. If you do so, he will certainly take pity on you…You are lying at his doorstep. What is there for you to worry about? Rest assured that he is looking after you.
(p.193, Letters For Spiritual seekers, Swami Shivananda’s letter dt 1 December 1921)